Thoughts...

“God is eagerly waiting for the chance to answer your prayers and fulfill your dreams, just as He always has. But He can’t if you don’t pray, and He can’t if you don’t dream. In short, He can’t if you don’t believe.” –Elder Holland

Don’t you just love this quote? I do. It is so true! The Lord sees our potential. He knows what we can become! We just need to believe. This quote helps me to remember to keep the faith, to trust in God, to have hope. I love the scriptures, and I love the gospel. I am so thankful that I have the opportunity to go to church each week and be uplifted. Speaking of the scriptures, I have been reading them every day! After being challenged to read my scriptures every day for a week by some awesome home teachers, I have challenged myself to continue that goal. And you know what? It has been great! I have seen specific blessings come into my days as a result of this. I have seen more tender mercies and have felt the influence of the Spirit more in my day. No joke I have seen more specific examples of the Lord speaking to ME. It is so specific and personal. Awesome. It has strengthened my testimony in my loving Heavenly Father. Another blessing that I think has come from my scripture study is in regards to time. I can’t tell you how many times this week I looked at the clock after working on things and expecting it to be many hours later than it actually was, but it wasn’t. I have had more TIME! Who doesn’t want more of that? I have also had the desire to spend my time doing BETTER things like reading my journal, writing in my journal, listening to talks, talking with friends and family, and writing letters.

I happened upon a blog this week and began reading through some posts and I was really inspired by the experiences and testimony this person expressed. It was exactly what I needed. It inspired me to look at my experiences as a way to become more like Christ, and to see what I can learn and become from them.

Someone really close to me had a really horrible horrible week. Not fun! My heart has ached for this person because I know how they must be feeling. I have been thinking about this all week and I have had a lot of questions run through my mind. How could this happen? Why did this happen? It just doesn’t seem fair. It is pretty cool how the Lord works. He knew that I was feeling uneasy and needed some comfort. The testimony I found helped to answer some of these questions and bring the comfort that I needed, and comfort that I could share with my loved one. I was reminded of these scriptures. “Whosoever shall put their trust in God shall be supported in their trials, and their troubles, and their afflictions, and shall be lifted up at the last day,” for, “I have been supported under trails and troubles of every kind, yea, and in all manner of afflictions; yea, God has delivered me from prison, and from bonds, and from death; yea, and I do put my trust in him, and he will still deliver me” (Alma 36:3,27)."  Even though the experience of my friend may seem unfair, I know it is for a wise purpose and that, ““all these things shall give thee experience, and shall be for thy good” (D&C 122:7). I know the Lord is using this experience to help them BECOME more like him. I know that if we put our faith in God, he will support us in our trials and in our afflictions. 

One of my favorite scripture stories is found in Mosiah 24. It is about Alma and his people. Read it! It is wonderful. One of my favorite scriptures from this story is, “And it came to pass that the voice of the Lord came to them in their afflictions, saying: Lift up your heads and be of good comfort, for I know of the covenant which ye have made unto me;and I will covenant with my people and deliver them out of bondage. And I will ease the burdens which are put upon your shoulders, that even you cannot feel them upon your backs, even while you are in bondage; and this will I do that ye may stand as witnesses for me heareafter, and that ye may know of a surety that I, the Lord God, do visit my people in their afflictions.” What a promise!!! And what happened after this promise? “the burdens which were laid upon Alma and his brethren were made light;yea, the Lord did strengthen them that they could bear up their burdens with ease, and they did submit cheerfully and with patience to all the will of the Lord.” Not only were they able to bear these burdens of persecution with ease, but they were able to be cheerful through it all. I know this life is not always easy, but it isn’t suppose to be! If we turn our lives towards God and believe, especially in the hard times, we can find comfort and strength. We can learn from the experience and become more like him. I have a testimony in my Savior. I know that he does not want us to just DO things, but to BECOME something, and our experiences (good and bad) can help us to do this. What a comfort to know that he will be us every step of the way. 

 "I will be on your right hand and on your left, and my Spirit shall be 
in your hearts, and mine angels round about you, to bear you up" 
D&C 84:88